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December • 2nd • 2009 |
I'm shamelessly posting this everywhere since it took me a half hour to put together and everyone should be happy because of Asian poses...or something.
It's about 7PM here in New York. I'm waiting for my boyfriend's plane to get to Cincinnati. He told me before he left that if everything went according to plan, he'd be there at around 7:40PM my time. I'm so happy he's coming home! I'm going to stalk his plane like a crazy person and then go pick him up at the airport.
I seriously need to find something to do though because I'm going to be bouncing off the walls until he gets here. I'm obsessed, whatever.
But while I kill time, I'll talk about this week. I've been working a lot this past week. It's been nice some days but I don't always like it. Sometimes it feels like I'm back in high school because there is so much petty gossip. I guess you can expect that with every job, but these comments are borderline controversial and some are just blatant racism which really irk me. I'm trying to keep the fact that it's really bothering me inside, but I wonder when I'm going to have to speak my mind because I honestly have a hard time tolerating things like this.
I've been hanging out with my friend Jon lately and he's a great guy...when I was sad that my boyfriend left, he told me him and our friend Christine could be my "stand-in boyfriends" so I didn't cry all the time hah. I went to go see him last weekend though or something...and him and his friends did some drugs and started tripping. Ugh. I was really upset and eventually just ended up leaving. Then yesterday night I went to go see him so that we could go to a festival in the local village. And, well he ditched me and Ben so he could go smoke with one of his friends. He knows I'm allergic to smoke too but he just came over with it and was like breathing it right at me and URGH. After awhile I just told him I was going to go home and I dropped Ben off at his house. It was kind of awkward because I have only really seen/talked to Ben three times in my life but he seemed nice.
For now I may need to distance myself from Jon. He's great but I really don't like being around drugs and cigarettes. Call me immature or a baby-I just can't handle that.
I have to work from 11am-4pm tomorrow but after I'll probably see my boyfriend when he gets out of class. I'm going to cry all over him when he gets here LOL.
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November • 20th • 2009 |
SCREAMS. Are you guys seeing these? Are you seeing them? They have been around for awhile but I didn't know...Do you know what they are called? Do you? Unicorn Princess Heels. Like...I don't even...I feel like I'm about to cry. Want so bad. Somebody buy these for me. I'm a size seven. WHYYY ARE THEY 120 DOLLARS? Help me stop shopping.
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November • 20th • 2009 |
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It's 1AM but am I asleep? Of course not! I am in my rebellious teenaged years, did you know this?
This is old...
Going to school tomorrow (today...huk) to meet up with 수지 언니 + 오빠 and then WHO KNOWS what the day will bring us?
널 사랑해~ ^^
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November • 8th • 2009 |
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Nights of crying everywhere and not sleeping are the best nights......... :( Today is the anniversary of the day I came to America. <3
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